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when the heart speaks
Tuesday, February 9


after hearing wadever i heard, i just can't stop saying alhamdulillah that i still have a wonderful family, whose members still love each other despite the problems we are facing.
I feel so thankful to Him that my parents are still together and still love each other.
I feel so thankful to Him that i have my wonderful brothers around, who advise me when i'm inthe wrong and sharing opinions about things.
I feel so blessed that my family is still intact and still strong..

despite my father complaining about my mum abt certain things,
despite my mum telling us the hard times she faced when she just got married and the following years facing my dad's behaviour and my dad's family members who clearly don't like her,
despite the quarrels my parents had,
despite the fights i had with my siblings that got me into tears,
despite the hard times i had when i was younger when my mum kinda don't understand that i needed more time to study for tests and, i somehow, became rude to her many times,
despite both my parents who need to work to feed us and pay for the bills and school fees, and kinda have no time to be with us during the weekdays...

but we're still together. happy. alhamdulillah..

i cried during the nights when my mum had to work coz i just missed her presence inthe house.
because, eversince i was born my mum was a fulltime housewife who's always with us, going through homework, making sure we did our assessment etc.
and then suddenly she had to work as my dad's pay is nt enuff for us & i missed her presence inthe house during the day.
i complained to myself abt this and i was hoping so badly that my mum change her mind having to work as she's spending lesser time with the family.

i felt sad as i noe that my parents cannot afford if i were to continue my studies overseas.
& i felt that they shud have thought abt dis.. & i got angry over this as it's not fair for me..

other than that, there's this other problem that we have to face ryt now due to our past mistakes, which, i shall not disclose.

plus, the 'bigger family' issues of "ostracizing"..

& because of these reasons, i have always felt that my family is "unfortunate" that most people "don't like" us..

but hey... why did i think of all these? wad was i thinking? was i even thinking? why the complaints?

now, i have learnt to look at the other side of the story.

i have always felt that other people's family are better than mine..
and that some human are more equal than others..
but no, other families do have their own problems that we dont noe of..

And..
i shouldn't have complaint.
despite people "not liking" my family and all the other stuffs,
we're still happy together.
who cares abt what other people think about our family?
and abt - both my parents had to work..
many of my friends have working parents, as in, both parents are working..

so why the complain?

Thank you Allah, for making me realise and appreciate what i have; the people around me and the wonderful family i have.
Thank you so much ya Allah :'(


Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286:
"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."

wasalam.

you'll be amazed on how strong a woman can be..