Saturday, August 9
went to expo for the metro sale.
was inthe mood at first.
went there wif ibu, abg and hanis.
halfway, i was pissed over smth.
i wanted to buy smth & i told ibu abt it.
& she looked at me wif one kind of look and we just walked off.
she actually wanted to buy a sling bag for me.
but hey.. i dont need a sling bag. & i dont lyk wearing sling bag.
dats why i always wear my sling bag sideways. if u noe wad i mean.
at last.. she didnt buy wad i wanted.
went to pay for the other stuff & off we went.
i was super pissed.
then went to borders sale.
the books there were super cheap.
ibu knows i love books & she said i can take any books if i want to.
but i dont hav the mood to even take a look.
i think she knows i'm angry.
she was trying to recall wad i wanted earlier.
i just kept quiet.
all the way.
the queue at the counter was damn long.
& aft paying ibu finally rmbered wad i wanted...
ibu: ohh. adek nk beli _____ eh? nk beli skarang tk..?
me: tak payah.
ibu: merajok lar tuuh.
me: *looked somewhere else & was trying very hard nt to cry*
ok. u guys might think i'm sooo childish, pampered & [fill in ure own words].
wadeva u wanna think of me.. i dont give a damn.
after dat.. went to raffles place for zuhur & asar.
i just waited outside coz i cant pray.
saw another hidayah... well, she's from irsyad.
i dont really noe her. i just read her blog some time ago..
lols. & hi(: if u are reading my blog now.
just now no mood. seriously.
took several photos.
then went to city hall for our late lunch at BK.
ibu tried to comfort me but i didnt care much.
& i feel guilty for dat.
i only smile for the camera.
& i felt dat today was a waste of time.




